# MEMORIES OF ETERNALIFE

Thursday, February 21, 2008

A mask,a happy face to cover the real me. . . . Deep inside my heart no one understand the pain.Only God will understand and know how i feel.i had nv been so dissapointed before.i jux dunno wad to do.I find it hard to communicate wif ppl recently.when i say hard,it's really mean HARD.i hav no mood for everything.I prayed alot. .God only help me someway.But i will cont to believe in HIM and trust in HIM,tat things gonna turn out well.I'm jux not used to wad i hav now.I used to think tat i'm a luckky and fortunate guy. . . to hav a wonderful Family.no financial problem.Living in a good environment.but i think tis time round,if some discouraging words comes to me.it's gonna be hurtful for me.I hav such a loving Parents.but all things seem to turn in another way round and it came like BLOW.I jux cant accept the fact and i felt not used to it.I jux feel weak now.i had nv exp such a terrible condition before.What's more,today cell grp meeting was toking abt FAMILY.This word was like so SENSITIVE to me.At tat point of time,i felt like walking away.I really dun hav de mood to listen to the sermon.but i sense tat holy spirit,asked me to stay.On the other hand,it's say tat cell grp was like our 2nd family?but to speak de actual fact.i jux cant feel tat it's like a second family to me.ppl are like forming their own grp,staying in their comfort zone.This is wad i feel from the btm of my heart.no offence.but still,i'm loving E243,Love God wholeheartedly,Love ppl fervently

Really in a down period now. .I realise the importanace of family.i gonna put my trust in HIM,tat things gonna turn well soon.

My Life, My World@ 8:37 AM;

Friday, February 15, 2008

At ed's house. . .pai nian.;)

lao "Yu Sheng"..hah

My Life, My World@ 7:58 AM;

Wednesday, February 13, 2008

Today,my frens came to my house and bai nian..and also to hav steamboat.lolx.It was really a great time spent together......

those ppl who came to my house....

lolx........

searching of mahjong in progress......

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Buddy...childhood fren..haha

Best buddy

SIsta.......

Winnie the pooh. . .haha

Mahjong mahjong.....

she's playing my guitar....

CHa pat.....i'm hungry alred..prepare de food...

slacking at the balcony.....

HAHAHA...i like tis phto...cant stop laughing.....

another one who is craving for the food....lolx.

time for some booze....haha...

HAHAHA.....

tsk tsk....msg-ing all the way.

eat eat eat.......

the guys.....

the ladies.....

My Life, My World@ 4:16 AM;

Monday, February 4, 2008

Today is MY DAY.....Ho ho ho ho....=D.BEcux i'm FREE from work once again.No more WORK,no more facing those customers who let me feel disgusted.
New Yr is coming....so everything gonna be NEW.shirt,jeans,boxers,garments,hair and etc....haha...got a new hair cut today,touch up my hair colour---tis time copper red.

-_-"...my hair grow very slow...jux realise.
And also today spend money like nobody business.Went to shop for more things for CNy with frens....bought a buckle belt and a Levi's Skinnies....
Previously bought a Jean Perrie formal shirt and many more which i couldn't rmb...lolx..
Spending $$$ is really shiok...but as for today,i think i had spend ard $200 plus for hair and the things i bought.lolx.It's all my hard earn money......T_T.haha

My Life, My World@ 7:34 AM;

Saturday, February 2, 2008

Working has been a daily routine for me. . . . i liked tis job but kinda getting sick wif it already.Luckily tmr goin to be my last day of working..i have long wanted a vacation and giving myself a break.hahah.It coming real soon..after Chiness New Yr....

Recently,My temper has not been very good.It's really a long while i hav not been in tis kind of temper.Though working in Expo,i hav make more frens but dealing wif some typical customers ain't a good things. . . I hav to endure,endure and ENDURE.But Thx God,today SERMON was GREAT.somehow it led to the word "ENDURE"...lolx."Endurance develop the strenght to success"...hahha.It's actually not jux abt the customers but also for SOME other reasons tat led to my hot and bad temper too....Sometimes,it led me to the thinking of using violent to cool myself down,At least somehow it's satisfy me.Maybe it's really goes to my point of my LIMIT.but nvm by the Grace of God,I shall Forgive.Not like some ppl,who believe in themselves and who think they are one big shot.

On the other hand,Chinese New Yr is appoaching. . . .kinda excited abt it.It's had been a long while tat i hav not seen all my relative in Malaysia.....wondering how was my grandma and cousins.Grandma's health has not been good recently,one of my elder cousin has beocme bad to worst...join secret society and is a smoking machine.hope everything gonna turn out well soon.

Recently,addicted to tis song...so feel free to watch the Mv.enjoy;)

it's too late to apologize. . .

My Life, My World@ 11:06 AM;